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(no subject) [Feb. 9th, 2010|09:57 pm]
[Current Mood | tired]

Ni hao. :)

Its been a tiring day.
It sucks, i am so tired.
Art is killing me, but i will try.
I lost my creativity :( Sighs.

But, at least i have you. (:
Loveeee!




Ok, i am very lazy to blog. I love messages.
Ok, ciao.(:
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I hate mondays. [Feb. 7th, 2010|09:52 pm]
[Current Mood | tired]

I like you, you like me.
(:

Seems like another long 4 days to go before i'll see you again huh..
Jeezxs much. :[
I have a test tmr ): Sucks much.





Its so true.
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(no subject) [Feb. 5th, 2010|11:58 pm]
[Current Mood | loved]

Tonight was a good night.
I am loving it and missing it.
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I need to talk tonight. [Feb. 4th, 2010|09:54 pm]
I have so many things i wanna say, but i am just so tired to blog or type.
Sometimes, I'm just so tired of you, i get so frustrated i blog about you.
So if you're unhappy, then just stop reading my blog.
And i did not state names, so just think what you like. Like as if i give a shit.
Fuck off if you don't like it. Its MY Blog anyway.

Tomorrow is Fiday, TGIF. (: Yay.
Prolly turn up late, idk. Aiy pretty lazy to go down. Should i go out?
I wanna go to the swing, its time to head down there soon again.
Time to release some angry energy out of me, hopefully he'll be free.

K, ciao. I fucking hate this week. Hopefully tmr would be better.



What do you want from me.
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(no subject) [Feb. 3rd, 2010|09:42 pm]
[Current Mood | calm]

If you are, you breath
If you breath, you talk
If you talk, you ask
If you ask, you think
If you think, you search
If you search, you experience
If you experience, you learn
If you learn, you grow
If you grow, you wish
If you wish, you find
If you find, you doubt
If you doubt, you question
If you question, you understand
If you understand, you know
If you know, you want to know more…
And if you want to know more, you are alive…

National Geographic - Live curious


When you look at a person, any person, remember that everyone has a story. Everyone has gone through something that has changed them.

She was a girl who knew how to act happy even when she was sad. And that’s important.
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(no subject) [Feb. 3rd, 2010|08:17 pm]
[Current Mood | annoyed]

Whats up.

Today sucked pretty much.
I really hate training and my fucking coach.
My specs is like so ... chachat now. Jeez.
I really really hate her to the max today. I swear she made me hopping mad.
Fucking annoyed and pissed and angry at her.
What the fuck is wrong with her, she has mood swings like to the core.
Jeez, how the heck are we supposed to please her.

She made me do extra 10 V-ups cause i didn't finish at least 20 in 30 secs.
I really wanted to die, she said initially if you dont do 20 and above, you do 41 more.
Really got me on my nerves, i felt like killing her.
so i did more than 50 V-ups. I am sorry if i am weak, but my goodness.
You need time to build up, i am not a fucking machine la dey.
Just a bad day i would say.
Why must she be so angry and moody these days!
She fucking dont go to school , i say i am tired, and like oh my god, fuck you.
I can say i am tired because we had alr half the day at school, now gotta look at your attitude and fase?!
Fucker much.

So much conditioning, and plus she don't even coach me and my other friends much and expects us to be good?
Is it because of the R.Gym girls that she's becoming so competitive?!
I can so say that we can never be like them. She blames me for not being able to do centre split.
You come and do la! Say so much. Bloody hell la, my stomach was filled with anger.
I am gonna ache so badly tmr, jeez much. So annnoying, so annoying, so annoying and BITCHY.
The way she talk, just makes me wanna slap her right in her face and ask her to fuck off.
She might be menopausing or gonna have her period, gosh!
Freaking China woman.

Ah, screw it. I am just so annoyed by her.
What a bad day.




Ciao.
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I wish you would be my Valentine. [Feb. 2nd, 2010|09:15 pm]
[Current Mood | tired]

I think i am just obsessed.
Just thinking one sided - ly.
Jeezxs, i really wanna know if what or how you talk to me is the way you talk to other people too.
But i guess you do. WBZD. Aiy, screw my feelings. Havent felt this way for god knows how long.
I probably thought wrongly. Oh wells, A big Sigh.
Like , i really don't know. I really really don't know what i should be thinking.
You led me to thoughts i never thought for really long.
Sheesh.. Guess its just my feelings. How how how, i really wanna know yet don't know what i should be thinking.
How tiring can this get, fuck.
Seems like i would never get to be known to the better side, but just use and kick aside.
Used to it anyway, Sighs.



You will never know what a person really thinks.
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Hey baby, I wanna tell you I Love You. [Feb. 1st, 2010|10:50 pm]
[Current Mood | sad]

School is Horrible.
Don't wanna talk about it. But wtvr, i'll get it back tmr.
Screw the Teacher.
Bloody Bitch.


I know i am Vulgar, I don't care if you like it or not.
I am Unhappy today , so just fuck off.

Anw,
Playing games on msn with mosey is funn. : >
Love talking to him. Ha, Last Friday was a good night.
Happy Happy, went to church after a great meal. Cereal Prawns, curry fish head and others.
Oh goodness, how good can life be (Not today but yes)
Went to church after the dinner, realise they havent finished Pnw plus it would be weird
to go into the audi mid way. So i stayed at lester's office. Was really glad to see him.
Saturday after cat class was a awesome day, Lepak and had fun hanging out with
Joshua ,Moses, Marissa and Timothy Er. It was a funny day. :) 
Till then, it sucked, Cousin left for Aus.

Good times like these, i have little of them.
Seems like life would be better now, back to the church mode.
BUT, still not the i will go after school thing. Its just lazy of me, plus school is uber busy.
I can't be bothered to go anw. I really dread school, i cannot wait for Chinese New year
and March to come cause my POA teacher would be fucking gone, everyone REJOICE!
Ah, i am just sad today, i fucking hate it.

Well, at least i hide it well. My moods are crazy these days.
I thank god for sending some people to me. But i hope he brings some back that had drifted.
Jeez, Haven't felt so empty for so long. I guess i would be better if things did not happen today.
I am so sad, i swear i am. I wanna text.

Sigh, another long week. This time, 4 days ,long days in school. I am dreading Training.
It becomes so boring, idk i feel so strength-less. A big hug would do the trick now.
But no one. No Friends at my house. I wanna walk down the isle at my house and find my special somebody
who lives just down the road into the car park turn right. But Unfortunately, I can't.
Just have to wait till tomorrow for a message.

Somehow, i need some entertainment now. I need someone to get things off my mind.
Things havent been going that well i would say. Its one of those days where i just wish i could be
in the arms of someone. :X

I pray that tomorrow would be better, i miss sharmaine. Really.
I miss so many people, i wish i could see them all tonight. One by one, its time to catch up.
I can't wait for friday. A day where i can hang out at night.
I wonder if people misses me. Maybe god can tell me. I don't need comfort words.
I want to feel the feelings , i dont just wana be comforted.
Maybe the stars would tell me.




I just dont wanna be another Echo.



Sometimes i care so much about everyone, Not because i want them to care about me too.
But Simply because i know everyone wants to be loved, sometimes i want to be loved too.
Seems like no one cares in the end , so i give up.
And when i give up, i mean to not be so nice to everyone. Why? Because you don't care too.
Aren't i right? You'll feel this way too, don't lie.
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I Like you,I like you. [Jan. 30th, 2010|12:07 am]
[Current Mood | okay]

Am i falling for you?
I don't know. You're so nice.


I think i am, I hope you are.
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(no subject) [Jan. 28th, 2010|11:59 pm]
[Current Mood | giddy]

All i need is you. How about you?



Honestly,
My braces is killing me.
It really is. Every time i eat and guggle some water,all i taste is blood.
How gross can it get, my braces is like a friction in my mouth, causing the inner "skin"
to peel, :( It sucks, to the core.
I can't wait for Chinese new year, Ang pao, dress up, curled hair, camwhore.
Hee, : >

Anw, my phone the cover, the sides cracked :( Boo hoo.
So sad. I failed at protecting it. And guess what, i can't go for Pnw tmr.
Bloody shit. Grand father treating dinner. :/
How shitty can it get. Gotta rush home from training. Zzz, eww.

I am so tired but i can't sleep, weird. I wanna talk to jacob on the phone, but.
I know i have to sleep, :( Hope to catch up more with him.
Sometimes, i wish i was a robot. But, robots are quite scary. Aiy idk.
Jeezxs, i wanna go for parties.



Ciao.
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All i need is you. [Jan. 27th, 2010|10:01 pm]
[Current Mood | bored]

I realise, i blog only when i feel very high or have the mood, or have something that i must say.
Haha, And yes, now i am blogging cause i am bored? Idk.
Nothing much to blog about anw,
Its so warm in my room omg.

Anw, my cousin came to my house for dinner :)
Training was so tiring, zzz. Somehow, i am not tired now.
Haha, and yay i managed to talk to jacob a lil online :) Hehe, if it was still holidays, i would had called him up.
And he asked me to call him at 11 tonight, but i need to sleep by then :(
Boo, oh wells. Shall arrange another day! Yucks, yknow now i have to stay back everyday of the week except monday!?
Omg, i will be so tired. And eeks, i hate to stay back in school. I like to go home for lunch.
Grrh, ): How how how.

I lost my Train of thoughts. My mind is so blank now, hahah.
Why oh why am i so bored.
Ok ciao.

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Love, [Jan. 26th, 2010|11:04 pm]
[Current Mood | tired]

Oh my god.
My Braces is killing me.
Fuck core, rabak sia. Its making my inner cheek bleed :(
And it hurts everytime i eat. Boo hoo, i am so tired from art today.
Pretty disappointed with the shots i took, i guess i need more practice.
Oh wells, my feet is damn tired from all that walking.
Anw yknow, my phone and camera died on me today, sighs much.
But oh wells, at least it was good.

(:

And omg, Training tmr. Good luck to me. Ok, night!
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I like my New friends. [Jan. 25th, 2010|10:16 pm]
[Current Mood | happy]

Yayyyy 2 new friends.
(:

Haha, Zzz, i have math hmwk to do and one last art to finish. I so do not feel like doing it.
Oh wells, Have to do it anw,going to Clark Quay to take photos tmr. Till 5 Pm and make my own transport back.
Zzz, oh wells, hopefully it would be fun.
Hope to get good shots too, first time going out to take photos,
Usually it works the other way, people taking photos for me. : >
Haha, nehmind can camwhore a lil bit still.
Oh m gee.
I am loving my little animals or some cute stuff from paper.
You know those that you print then cut and stick ,fold and stuff? I have a reindeer and a dragon,
2 tofu looking thing, but its PINK : > Yay, so cute. Will take some photos tmr,and my art works
that i had done so far. Sigh, still havent gotten back what i drew for exams last year!
Damn it,its like so many pages of prep work, all my awesome animals ok.
Hope i can get it back soon soon soon! : > Hee, okok, ciao.

OH, i have a set of curlers now. Omg, damn coool.
Can't wait for New year or whatever new occasions then i can curl my hair, camwhore! Yippeedoodlely.
 
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Broken Heels - Alexandra Burke [Jan. 23rd, 2010|11:20 pm]
[Current Mood | bored]

Oh goodness.

Cathecism was so funny, hahah we asked everyone in our small groups what is unique about them.
hahah, and jacob, eric, claudia , we asked them questions too :)
Hehe, thank god it isnt a combine class! : > heee, yupp.
Went to buy cousin's present with my mom after that and my dad came from work after that, yup.

Such a boring day, i should try and be doing all my home work now, but i am so tired.
I wanna chat with my friends online, but they arent! :( Oh wells , hopefully later.
Maybe by 1145 if they aren't then i'll go sleep. I'm so tired, fucking maths tuition tmr.
Zzzz, see that fase of that teacher. Oh my god. >:( 
I don't like! Sigh, why must change! Oh wells, i bought a super cute comb today tho i already have one.
Hahah, its mickey mouse, the cutesy version, i hate mickey mouse in fact, but this is cute.
So i asked my mom to buy for me, hahah and it was at the pasam malam.
I like Pasam Malams! Hahah, : > Its fun.

Anw, i have nothing to blog about. I'm so tired! :(
And oh, jacob kind of lost some fats of his. Hahahah, he look skinnier now!
So random, but yeah omg. Why is everyone loosing weight now. Hahah ok, its my turn soon.
I must resist all temptations to each chips, fast food, unhealthy things.
: > 


I mean it, this is what i wanna do.

Ok, ciao.


Oh where oh where did my little dog go.
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(no subject) [Jan. 23rd, 2010|12:36 am]
Oh boy.
YAY i made a new friend today, he is called Ryan Ritchie. HAhaha,
Oh my goodniss he is so funny. Haahah okok.

Anw,
Some people just don't know how to be protective of friends.
They make you look bad in front of others, make you feel so down, Talk cock.
They don't know when to stop, they are so immature that you just feel like walking out on them
however close you are. They need to learn how to read emotions.


Yup suckers
I LEARNT TAMIL FROM MY INDIAN FRIEND: >
Haahaa its super funny!
 
Okok this is how you say : " You touch me you die. " In Tamil.
Hahhaa,

Naan, ennai tothal , ni savu di.

Try saying it,its damn funny! Enjoyable day! Training was so :S i almost died.
I have like internal bleeding at my elbowS.
:( Oh wells, i still LOVE TRAMPOLINE. I got Abs and can looose weight ah!
Ok, ciao.
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(no subject) [Jan. 21st, 2010|11:25 pm]
[Current Mood | sleepy]

It's Okay to Not Be Okay.

By His wounds we are healed. Isaiah 53:5

 
Hello Hope!

"Hello Hope!" In looking up I saw that he was handicapped, and offering a slight smile, I assumed he’d mistaken me for someone else and turned to walk away. As I did, I heard him say to his Mother, "I scared her...I said too much." I stopped in my tracks and spun around. "Oh, you didn't scare me, I just realized I was wearing my 'HOPE' t-shirt today!"

"We all need it, you know," he added coyly as he smiled and looked down.

Words are powerful, even small ones. They capture the attention of our minds and our hearts, and sometimes, when we least expect it, God uses them to slow us down and remind us of what truly matters.

A lil something from Dayspring, the things they sell, words they say are very nice?
Ok, i don't wanna go and define what is nice.
Have a good day tmr, its Friday. I'm going out.
I am dying of muscle aches, training again tmr. Its amazing how i can go shopping when i am aching.
Hahaha,i love shopping. : > Yay.

Ok ciao!



I want to be forever Skinny.
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Adam Lambert - Whataya want from me [Jan. 20th, 2010|10:20 pm]
Hi suckerszxs.

Jeex! Jacob is on a wheeeeel chair cause he tore his ligament!
That sucks, Pray for him k! Be nice. : >
If only he was still online.Thanks to me taking such a long time to bathe.
Oh wells, hope he'll get well soon! He said it would take like 2 months to recover.
Rah, it sucks. Pray pray pray okay. I miss webcamming with him! Doing all that shit.
Hope we can web cam soon! Hahah, he is someone i had been friends with since sec 1.
Pretty long compared to those erm, people i meet and go. Screw them.
I can't say i know him damn well, but he is certainly someone i trust alot!
I will be so angry if you talk cock about him, don't judge! I mean seriously, the thing for everyone is don't judge.
Its so difficult but well, try not to! There are tons of people judging you too.

There are alot of things we had throughout these 2 ++ years, many shit between people.
Fun, times where we talk on the phone so often, that i will sleep so late at night.
Though we don't see each other so often,we're still close or at least i would say he is to me! 
Many things i could rmb, dk if he does but good times, never gona be forgotten since i have a scar on my leg.
Haha, i rmb him bandaging my leg for me. Ask me if i have another such a good friend like him, no.
School incident, he got people to help me/protect. You have many friends, how many do they really care.
That is the question. I learnt so much about people the past year, how two-faced they can get.
Mmmhm, shall stop here.

Anw, training started today. I am so exhausted. Blue black on my back again. Bleagh :/
Hope i won't be aching , which would definitely happen since i havent had training for so long.
Hurts to the core. Friday there's training again, idk if i should go for session. Ha, see how.
Ok, ciao. I Wanna buy another dress this week! : > Maybe on friday. Hahaha. Ciao.



I am a shopping addict. I wanna shop everyday of my life, have a free flow of money.
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Bullshit, [Jan. 19th, 2010|11:02 pm]

We’re born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we’re not alone.


I LOVE ART. X 10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000
OK THATS NOT ENOUGH TO ACTUALLLY EXPRESS IT. BUT YEA BABEH. ;]
LOVIN' IT.



Ok ciao. Nights sexies.
Shall Blog more tmr! : >


When its time for recess.
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(no subject) [Jan. 16th, 2010|11:57 pm]
[Current Mood | sleepy]

It’s okay to lose your pride over someone you love,
but don’t lose someone you love over your pride.


This is a cool pair of jeans, i will fucking wear it though i never liked Jeans.
I Haven't gone shopping for a long time, i wanna shop!




I'm supposed to be doing my homework now,but i am so lazy.
Jeez,anw. I got my Threadless owl Shirt already! Its so cuteeeee.
Yay, i have 4 threadless shirts now! Yipppeeeee.
Dinner at grandma's place yesterday, awesome. Love it.
Feels weird that now its saturday and i'm not having dinner there.
Oh wells, wtvr.
I LOVE ANIMAL SHIRTS/CLOTHES.

Cathecism today, was normal.
same teachers, except for one.
Moses is a cathecist, oh my god. I can't believe it , i think he will kill his students.
Bleagh! Hahaha,its funny. Goodness.
Today is a boring weird day. I had dim sum for lunch at some place, its good food!
Love it to the core. Hahha.


I miss talking on the phone with jacob now! I shall call him some day.
Haa, i'm so tired now. Bleagh.



I just watched Confessions of a shopaholic and is watching white chicks now.
I hope i won't become such a bad shopaholic, using my savings each time to buy some
dress i like, getting it as soon as i can. This is bad.  Ah, wtvr.

Ok, i am so tired i have to sleep. Ciao. Fuck the maths tuition tmr, hope i won't get the bleedy indian woman.




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Crawl! [Jan. 14th, 2010|11:42 pm]
[Current Mood | bouncy]

When Someone is Hurting, C.A.R.E.

Connect - When someone is hurting, we often don't know what to say or do.
                   But even simply expressing, "I'm sorry and I care about you," can make a tremendous difference.
Accept -   When we try to help someone, it's easy to direct their emotions or give advice.
                   But emotions need to be shared openly. You'll be a blessing by providing a safe place to grieve.
Respond - While it is important to take action.
                    What you do can be practical (like providing a meal) or symbolic (like sharing a thoughtful gift).
Extend -    People are flooded with attention when a loss first occurs, but support usually decreases over time.
                   By remembering and continuing to reach out, you can bring comfort and healing.

 
Honestly i do not know why people can do things and have some weird thoughts that since they are a leader, they must appear.
I mean, com'on. No offence but when you are there, is there much you can do?
No. But you can only stand around and ask if they need help. I don't know la. Yup.
Jeez, and i realize being with the people i hung out for recess last year were more exciting!
Jing Xuan can just tell me some random story, her holidays and all, Faith just say some funny shit.
Its really enjoyable. I guess i will go join them if i see them during recess! I am so bored to death during recess now.
At least they don't mind me eating slow,cause Faith eats slow too : > HEEEEEE.
There's just sucha huge difference eating with them, it becomes lively, fun!
They may not be the coolest people in school,but at least they are not like some bitches.
Hope we can always hang out for recess again thou we're not tt close but i always hung out with them for recess.
Things changed! Hope to change it back.
Haha yuppers! : > Besides, they are just in 3/7! Whee, next to my class!

Class is so boring, seriously. But well, i have 10/12 for my lil math quiz! Cool shit, i know i can do it!
Whoopee.
Its FRIDAY tmr ! TGIF! - [Thank God Its Friday]
HAhaha, family gathering with relatives! Yay, my cousin's dad came back from aus, prolly reaching Spore now!
Can't wait for the dinner, i'm so sure it will be good food! ahaha : > Grandma's cooking!? Its FAB.
Oh yknow i had salmon sushi for lunch? HAhaha, oh lame, and monday there is no schoool!
Going to grandma's house to play with belle and send her to school at 1030 with grandma and grandad i suppose.
Hope she'll be surprised and not cry for the day! : > Heehe, exciting.
Love her.



Anw, i took my height and weight today! I am 158.5 : > 
44.5 kg :( Fuck to the core, i gained a bloody 1.5 kg! Screw it, when training starts, i swear i will work out.
I wanna be 40. Or at least 42. Tall but skinny! Thats the way.
And oh my god, jared from church is so skinny! He seriously did some hard core loose weight thing.
Woahh piangs! Hahah, i shall go loose weight. MUST.
I will EAT VEG, NO JUNK FOOD UNLESS I REALLY CRAVE.
EAT JUST THE RIGHT AMOUNT FOR ALL MEALS.
I don't know what enough is called enough, so i will eat what i think is enough.
HAhaha, ok, that's my plan!
Will see if i loose weight and get my fucking abs!
Arm muscle to at least win someone in arm wrestling, like Big one!
But aiy, get a big arm, so ugly. Nah, don't want. Hahah, shall just be strong enough.
OK, VERNICE IS GONA LOOSE WEIGHT. : > EAT MORE VEG, GET A PIMPLE FREE FASE!
YIPPPE.
VERNICE WILL GROW TALL AND BE SKINNY BY EATING RIGHT AND LOOSING SOME WEIGHT
TO MAINTAIN BEING IN THE 40-IES FOR THE WEIGHT!

CIAO SUCKERS.
Its time to loose some weight, do some work out.



Flick that hair! I want my hair longer damn it. Grow grow my lovely hair. Hahaha, ok i love long hair.
Aiy wtvr, you don't care anw. Hahah, bye sexies. I wanna buy clothes, draw, be skinny with nice long permed hair, be at the weight i want! So much things, but wtvr!

Goodnight!

(PS: I can't wait for school to end tmr, go home and go play with belle! : > Wheeee, i love life. Hahah, not that much since not much shopping but yeah, i love clothes, i love dressing up, drawing! Talking about drawing, i am gona go do my own small booklet, with all animals in it! Will take photos if it happens! Hahaha, I am gona sleep and GROW TALLER.)
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